no one cares about me..im a cub being thrown out of its own pride.
you know what im going to make a comic about me as a cub running away
from home.
Off-topic randomness here!
Модератор: The Sonic God
asiacub писал(а):oh great my sister came upstairs and she said im looking for glasses and she dosent even have any.she 8 and she spys on me.
and im told my mom and she said i dont care,and then she said do i need
to put spyware on the computer,are you doing somthing upstairs?
im like no!
and she says i shuting down that computer.
and when i was talking to her about a show i watched she said SHUT UP ASIA!
my whole family spys on me.
oh well i may be a little cub that is betrayed and thorwn out like a peice of crap.
and pepole say im annoying and when i was getting my pencil and they got mad just because i was getting my pencil.
and i say i usally stay up late.
and they say:no one cares !
Yeah..they spy on me too...my sister hacks into my comp and reads my works, then tells me how horrible and wrong they are. All I got is stuff about russian Cossacks and Wolf Pack. In other news......
Well ...I will agree with you Borah - and to me it is like the Nazis in the sense that if I'm not completely submisive and compliant, I get punished, or stalked, watched, spied on and regulated like some prisoner in a camp. I can't plead my case. Ever.
Something else JUST came up, and I really don't know what to do.
A long while ago, I knew my father was looking at pornography. Mainly because he and my mother had no intimate relationship, which still does NOT justify him. I assumed it was over, it was about 4 years ago and all and since they are seeing counseling I figured he's on a better road.
Last night he says he needs the computer, and I said, "Well I need it soon because I need to talk with Jessica in an hour."
He said he'd be done soon. He got on at 8:23 PM and got off at 2:17 AM...yeah gee thanks.
On top of this my brother saw him several times looking at porn as he would come up the steps. One time my brother scared my father and saw he was looking at pornography and my father goes, "What the fuck is that!?" and clicks X.
I was so angry. My brother had an issue with porn once, and my father sat him down and said, "You should cherish your wife's body, and only her."
He's a hipocrit. And it makes me just...god.....I can't be around him. It's perverse that my father is doing this! If I approach him with this, his pride will be hurt. When this man's pride is hurt he turns into the wrath of God and emotionally tears you apart and makes you feel like a infant when he's through. Am I just suppsosed to shut up and suck it up? It's eating away at me...and I want to cry when I know he's doing this. I really need some advice.
P.S. : Yes I changed my name to Utora..that's my common name and folks don't really know me too well by glory605...sorry about that.
gee... I think parents today don't really know the job of a parent... When they're supposed to LOVE, they hate, when they're supposed to SUPPOERT, they put down, when they're supposed to CARE, they just don't give a damn... Not about how you feel or what you feel... Those are the types of parents that WILL NOT search for a child if he/she dissappears...
Wish I was there to teach you parents a lesson... YES, I'm 17, and I already know better.. Eventhough I don't know what it's like to be a GOOD parent, I know how GOOD parents are supposed to treat their kids... I guess I'm one of those lucky ones.
And UGHHH!!! It breaks my heart at how your parents (and siblings) are treating both of you
If you want to, you can send me a PM with at least your first name, and I'll pray for you. I've seen my prayers answered before, and I beleave that this one will not be unanswered... I got faith.
But if not, then things are that way for a reason... So when you grow up, you'll be stronger than anyone, eventhough you're viewd by your families as an insignificant object of constant torment and torture.
PS: catching your dad looking at porn sucks
Wish I was there to teach you parents a lesson... YES, I'm 17, and I already know better.. Eventhough I don't know what it's like to be a GOOD parent, I know how GOOD parents are supposed to treat their kids... I guess I'm one of those lucky ones.
And UGHHH!!! It breaks my heart at how your parents (and siblings) are treating both of you
If you want to, you can send me a PM with at least your first name, and I'll pray for you. I've seen my prayers answered before, and I beleave that this one will not be unanswered... I got faith.
But if not, then things are that way for a reason... So when you grow up, you'll be stronger than anyone, eventhough you're viewd by your families as an insignificant object of constant torment and torture.
PS: catching your dad looking at porn sucks
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eh... This stuff really messes up peoples' lives.. The way they live, and the way they treat others... After all, when people have secrets that you don't really want others, especially your family, to know, it'll probably show through discusting actions.Utora писал(а):Hey Mieko.
Oh and, my dad fessed up - he was looking at it. Yay..............
Hoping things ease up for you!
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hey... the best advice I can give from my own experience, is live through it... I remember I was a bully target for one year... and what's worse, it was my former friends laughing at me... I was hurt, but I endured it... Next year, I was not touched...
And just to chew on it, I have a quote my teacher has hanging up on her wall...
"What's popular isn't always right, and what's right isn't always popular"
If you do something and you're afraid of being laughed at, and what you're doing is right, you know you're doing the right thing and life will reward you...
As far as bullies, I've felt your pain before, and lived through every day of it.
What they want you to do is lose your temper and do something stupid so they could further make fun of you... Don't let them get to you
And just to chew on it, I have a quote my teacher has hanging up on her wall...
"What's popular isn't always right, and what's right isn't always popular"
If you do something and you're afraid of being laughed at, and what you're doing is right, you know you're doing the right thing and life will reward you...
As far as bullies, I've felt your pain before, and lived through every day of it.
What they want you to do is lose your temper and do something stupid so they could further make fun of you... Don't let them get to you
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